Desperately seeking the words …..

I am desperately trying to write a blog…but I am finding it very difficult! there are so many things I want to say – but I can’t get the words out in the right order….

I am still here and I want to write about so many things….but I just have no energy or want!…Yeah I am contradicting myself there a bit aren’t I…but that is the way I am feeling…I am in an ‘any how’ mood…and it has been going on for a few months now!

I might be able to get over it! I might not!….something very sad has happened to us, its not a bereavement or anything quite like that…..but it kind of feels like it..I won’t say anymore….I don’t really want to ‘air’ the family laundry! in public…but I am hurting and feeling very run down at the moment!

Perhaps I can move on after this little rant! but it has always been a happy place, for all my lovely blogging friends to come and visit – so I do not want to say to much…..I am treating this little post like a bit of therapy and hopefully it will work!

Please do remember that I love you gals all so much – but I felt you all needed a bit of an explanation….many of you have written to me, probably expecting an answer and I have not had the energy to reply, and I am so sorry for that…I am thinking of you all and always have a little smile for you, when I read your messages…especially in these hard times 🙂

I will go now and hopefully, I can now turn a corner in this blog and start posting about the things I have so longed to write about 🙂

Love to you all,

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  1. Vicki
    November 17, 2010 / 2:16 am

    well, it has been a while but I was thinking of you and Fred and thought I'd check in. Please email if you need an ear. We have all faced some difficult times and I am always ready to listen. Warm regards to you and my first blog buddy, fred. Vicki from Hollyhocks.

  2. Auntie Em
    November 9, 2010 / 6:30 pm

    You know there are good days and bad days, good weeks and bad weeks and even good years and bad years, but rest assured, the sun will shine again and you will live up to your sweet name!{{{Hugs}}} from across the pond!!! :o)

  3. Femke
    November 7, 2010 / 6:36 am

    Even if you're not happy, we still love you and your blog!Big hug from HollandFemke

  4. Jen
    November 6, 2010 / 3:17 pm

    Aw 🙁 I'm sorry to hear this. My favourite saying is "this too shall pass", and I hope it does. Take care and come back soon or we'll miss you and we'll ALL be unHAPPY! Chin up sweetie xxx

  5. 1 Funky Woman
    November 5, 2010 / 12:41 pm

    Hello I have just found you and I am in love with your blog and you! Whatever is hurting you I pray heals you soon. I'm so excited to have found you, your tweets are darling and hilarious. Love the super glue comment!Love for you to stop by for a visit and a follow!http://1funkywoman.blogspot.comMegan

  6. Rosa Lily (Pen)
    November 5, 2010 / 8:54 am

    Please dont give up on this fabulous blog, we all love you!!

  7. michelle
    November 5, 2010 / 12:35 am

    My lovely Happy!!!Bereavement comes in many forms my sweet.Only you will be able to find your way out of your sadness.We will be waiting for you, as always:)loveMichelle x

  8. deborah
    November 4, 2010 / 3:52 pm

    aw…know that happy is only happy in contrast. we all have some contrast in our lives. i hope you can find that in the hours and days to come. take all the time you need….your readers will wait. 🙂

  9. Esther Sunday
    November 4, 2010 / 2:16 am

    Sending love….from one of your lurkers! XXXXX Esther Sunday

  10. My Casa Bella
    November 3, 2010 / 6:04 pm

    so sorry to hear you're going through some hard times now, and whatever it is I hope you and your family can get through it! One day at a time.MCB

  11. GardenDesigner
    November 3, 2010 / 3:12 pm

    xoxoxo dont know what I can say… but hold your chin up, and know deep down that this too shall pass!! You are super talented!! Count your blessings!! sending you cheers and happiness to surround you all day today!! xoxo~vanessaRhinestoneContessa.com

  12. pamela white
    November 3, 2010 / 12:12 am

    Happy, we are all human and understand even the best of people have their trials. Someone once said to me that if we did not have stress then we would be dead. Know even though you can't see our faces there are people out there who understand , care, and have probably been in a similar situation. Sending good vibes your way and hoping to some relief soon.Love, Pam White, from across the pond 😉

  13. made-and-found
    November 2, 2010 / 7:42 pm

    Oh,sweet girl..So sorry you are in the twilight zone.I thought something was amiss as you haven't been in the blogsphere as usual.You don't have to be Pollyanna when things are so hard..You and your blog give such a lot of joy to so many of us out here so don't be hard on yourself and remember…'Action is the antedote to despair 'That little saying has always helped me so I hope it helps you too,honey..Hugs and sending buckets of love to you Anne x

  14. Nana Go-Go
    November 2, 2010 / 7:08 pm

    ~The thing I love about Blogland is the fact that it abounds with gazillions of beautiful people – you`re one of them, as are all the lovely people who have taken the time to drop you a comment – testament indeed that the kindness of strangers can be empowering. Cheer Up Girlie – come back when you can – we`ll be here waiting for you. x

  15. Sandy
    November 2, 2010 / 6:44 pm

    Oh Happy,I hope it helped to reach out just a little bit…..I, like you decided not to speak of the sad things going on in my life right now either. I feel like my blog is my happy spot and I will not let real life taint it!!! I am thinking of you….and praying that you find a way to get past the dilema you are in right now….:):) Hugs, Sandy from 521 Lake Street

  16. plo
    November 2, 2010 / 6:33 pm

    I feel the exact same way! No worries…you will say the right thing at the write time…get it? Wa ha ha ha…ok, I will stop now.

  17. Sugarplum Kawaii
    November 2, 2010 / 3:18 pm

    It's very sad to read you are feeling so low. I hope you turn that corner soon. All the best…and fond regards…

  18. Anonymous
    November 2, 2010 / 2:38 pm

    When it comes to you, your friend in California always has "Happy" thoughts of you! Take your time, we will wait, we love you too! Marcia

  19. miz-bag
    November 2, 2010 / 2:17 pm

    sometimes the only way out is through….we will all be waiting for you on the other side happy! x x

  20. texasdaisey
    November 2, 2010 / 1:26 pm

    Girl, I understand the kind of place you are right now. I am just coming out of a place like that. It is ok. It is even ok if you don't always have a happy thing to say. Life is up and down. We wouldn't have ups if there were not downs. Sometimes the happy comes from knowing there are those who love you even through the warty ugly, or sad places. I am praying for you. You are going to start finding feathers. Everywhere, in places unexpected. That will be the Heavenly Father telling you, "I love you, I love you, I love you." We love you too. We may only know a tiny part of you through your blog but know love is flowing your way and any true love will not turn away when things get tough.praying for youDebbie

  21. Sheila
    November 2, 2010 / 1:22 pm

    I hope you have a change of mood soon, or something that brings you round. Its awful when you feel a bit gloomy. (big hugs)Sheilax

  22. Sandra
    November 2, 2010 / 1:19 pm

    Take the time for you – don't worry about anything else. Just do what feels right for you.

  23. The Hausfrau
    November 2, 2010 / 12:21 pm

    I'm so sorry–I hope things will turn around for you soon!

  24. Floss
    November 2, 2010 / 11:41 am

    Thinking of you, Happy.

  25. Florence and Mary
    November 2, 2010 / 11:02 am

    Hope you feel better soon and sorry to hear of a difficult time.Big Hugs,Victoria xx

  26. Amanda
    November 2, 2010 / 10:54 am

    Hope things get better soon, hang in there.

  27. Posie Patchwork
    November 2, 2010 / 10:09 am

    Do you ever go on long walks & think up blogs, or think up ideas at the clothes line?? I often do, otherwise hang in there, your words will come, love Posie

  28. lemonade kitty
    November 2, 2010 / 10:02 am

    Happy by name, happy by nature, that's what we all love about you. Sorry you're feeling a little down,but keep smiling and you'll soon be back to your cheery self, Lucey xx

  29. WoodbankCrafts
    November 2, 2010 / 9:48 am

    Hope you're feeling better soon 🙂 x

  30. Annie xx TheFeltFairy
    November 2, 2010 / 9:44 am

    {{{{HUG}}}}, {{{{HUG}}}}, {{{{HUG}}}}, Sorry you are feeling so shitty! Hope you can find the strength to get over whatever it is that has brought you so low! sending love Annie xx

  31. MelMel
    November 2, 2010 / 8:59 am

    Hi Happy, I'm so sorry things are so tough for you at the moment, hope that you find the strength to bare it….xxxx

  32. KC'sCourt!
    November 2, 2010 / 8:27 am

    I send you a hug xxxx Hope things work out soonJulie xxxxxxxxxx

  33. Marie
    November 2, 2010 / 7:52 am

    Sending hugs and love. I hope things turn around soon for you. ((((hugs))))

  34. barb's creations
    November 2, 2010 / 6:57 am

    (((((HUGS))))) Rosie.I hope whatever is making you feel down fixes itself soon.Take care of yourself 🙂 Barb.

  35. delia hornbook
    November 2, 2010 / 6:34 am

    aww im sorry to hear your feeling blue, writing things down is a big help sometimes i feel. I hope you find your happy place again soon. Hugs Dee x

  36. Incipient Wings
    November 2, 2010 / 6:31 am

    Feel better soon:)

  37. Pene
    November 2, 2010 / 5:19 am

    Hope whatever is making you blue soon passes.Hugs Pene x

  38. Irene ~ RE~VINTAGED
    November 2, 2010 / 5:19 am

    I hope you find the place the rotton stuff belongs soon. Don't let it get in the way of what is the GOOD stuff 🙂

  39. Anonymous
    November 2, 2010 / 4:09 am

    a big hug from me,greetings judith

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