Hello there my lovely peeps, I thought I would bring you a happy update as I haven’t posted for quite a while! hasn’t it been a terrible year! I have not been my best! as indeed I expect many of you haven’t either! Personally I have been on a downward spiral and didn’t feel like writing anything on here whilst I felt that way!…
I’ve been a little Hermit
I have been a little hermit, only really visiting my Mum, just up the road. My routine has been all out of sorts too, you know I am a night owl, but everyone wants me to stop all of that, which I did try, and it felt good, but again I have slipped back into my old ways and that’s probably why I am feeling so
SH*T tired all the time. But lets put a happy face on it all as Christmas is coming!
So I have decided to add some past Christmas pictures here…some you have seen and some you won’t have, but a little Christmas cheer doesn’t do any harm does it!
The thought of getting the Christmas dec’s out of the loft this year is a little gruelling, I must say! I feel like I would like to lay in bed until the New Year…well perhaps Spring actually! I haven’t bought any presents as I am obeying the rules and staying in most of the time! My Birthday is coming up though, so I seem to be looking on-line at everything I would like to buy for myself instead of thinking of others lol!
Getting nothing done
One thing I do seem to do a lot, is looking on Instagram and Etsy…all those talented people out there makes me feel rather inept. I seem to spend hours looking at my ipad getting lots of inspiration but not actually getting anything done, which is so frustrating!
Do you do that?
Obsessing over things
I have found that the best thing to do when I feel like that is to listen to music or look at my past creations! sometimes I wonder how I mustered up the enthusiasm to create such wonderful things…I know back then I didn’t suffer from anxiety so much! i wasn’t such an overthinker either! Hell I was younger! and I had more time to myself! I also seem to obsess over things these days too…rather than just getting on with my own stuff and minding my own business! It is so easy for me to stop what I am doing and start waivering!
I am not very good at concentrating either and have found that these days my memory is getting much worse!…It helps if I write things down, but you know its getting bad when you can’t understand your own writing LOL!
Anyway thats enough about me! How have you all been coping during this nasty pandemic? I hope you have all kept safe and not contracted this terrible virus…my heart goes out to all those people that have suffered so badly, families that were unable to see their elderly relatives and families that have lost their nearest and dearest, it has been such a sad time, especially having to leave loved ones in hospital, that must just be the ‘pits’…not being able to say goodbye to a family member must be heart wrenching! I don’t know how you would get over that…
We are living through such worrying times, even with the vaccine on the horizon, the levels are going up all around the country! Here in Kent it looks like we are going to be in stage 3 lockdown after the 2nd December…more staying indoors, and although its all rather depressing; if it’s going to save lives, I am up for that!
Please do enjoy these pictures and I hope to write a few more posts here for you in the coming weeks…
STAY HOME + KEEP SAFE + STAY WARM
Love and best wishes to you all xx