Hi folks – sorry I haven’t posted for a bit, you see I think I am ill!….Yes ill!!!!! Now most of you know by now that I am a self confessed perfectionista/procrastinator, well lately I have been at my worst….I can’t focus on anything. This morning I got up at 6.30 am ready to start the housework, but all I done was surf the net, change my blog a few times (not sure if I liked it!) so I changed it all back again! and I wasn’t supposed to be doing that at all! I then started to try to design a new template, but didnt like it so I scrapped it!  still not starting work, I decided to try to put a third column into my blog only to mess it all up and loose everything! lucky I had downloaded a copy!

By this time it was 2.30pm and I still hadn’t started any work, I haven’t listed anything onto my new website (sorry if you are waiting!) and I have neglected ebay….although I have been sitting in my office, with my backside growing into the shape of my chair, a definate lack of excercise…although my fingers are very thin! Oh yes, this IS looking rather like me at the moment!

I have been in this mood for several weeks now…..I get all excited about working and then I sit in front of the computer and get side tracked into doing things that I want to do but can’t!…..I have been trying for months now to try to learn HTML coding, but I am getting too old I think, because I just can’t get the hang of it….I can do lovely pictures in photoshop, but unless you know the code, there is no way you can make a business out of it…..so I think to-day I have got to decide, that I am just too old and must resign from thinking that I can! and leave it to the experts from now on.

…Its the creative side of me that wants to do it though, but I have wasted so much time trying to do it……does anyone out there get my drift! We’ll its now 20.39 I think my computer clock is WRONG…..surely it can’t be 8.39pm, I mean I got up early especially to get everything done…why oh why is it 8.39pm!!…I have got to pick Darryl up from work at 9pm (I bet I’m late!) Anyway off I go again day-dreaming instead of getting on with what I am supposed to be doing!

aaaahhhhh! sigh!…..I think I had better get up even earlier tomorrow!

Are you as focussed as me LOL?